i keep looking up for your face in the stars but constellations have only ever looked like spoons to me     by Stephen Michael McDowell _____________________ yes i am forever and yes you are forever but neither of us think we are and treat this as a crime you never start our conversations you just see me there and wait i want you to say something anything just once without being prompted it is unlikely that you ever will so, here i am where the fuck am i _____________________ >